The Pretend

I hate to be around my cousins from the land far far away and my local aunt together at the same time. In front of my aunt, my cousins pretends to be the nicest nieces and nephews, and in front of them, my aunt pretends to be the best aunt that anyone could ever have.

I really wish one day I can tell my cousin how he should ask my aunt to at least open the door for him if she can afford to. Kesian. Dapat laki pun macam si@1!

I didn't want to say this but I can't get over how unappreciative he was although he darn well know I came all the way from my parents house to my aunt house just to open the door for him(My aunt's husband brought my aunt and the whole family out although he also darn well know that someone is visiting. My aunt can't say no. She's afraid of her husband. Her husband is shit.). I made the effort to bring him and the others around but all he does is complain.

I thought, "oh maybe he's uncomfortable to be here." But when I saw them talking and how mature and professional they were, I just ...!

Then my aunt was telling me with a huge pretending smile on her face, "muka yang cantik kan baik kalau dipadankan dgn akhlak yang baik... :)" Akhlak? Akhlak? Who was out when her 'once- in-a-year-or-more' guests were here? !@#$%

Something something and my cousin suddenly told me, "I know you like living here compared to your own house." I didn't tell him how I regretted being there and I would really love to be with my mum in my own house right there and then just because I was really stunned with all those shits coming out from their mouth. They are all shits.

Everyone is pretending. I hate pretentious people.