My aunt just apologies to me this morning. She said, “I ‘m sorry dear, I haven’t been entertaining you…” and I said, “it’s ok,” with a big smile on my face. But it’s not okay at all. Ever since her husband came back two days ago, she had no time for me at all. The reason being, believe it or not, her husband needs attention more than I do. He is immature, impatient, a complain queen and etc. Trust me, afterwards, I’ll start writing about all the complains he’ll make about me.
Some may say that I’m not trying to understand him or to get along with him whatsoever. As if he’s doing anything. I’m so much youger so shouldn’t he be giving way to me? Try to make me accept him or something? The only time he talk to me was when he needed help with his hard drive and internet installing. God! It was hard and awkward to help him. I tried to be neutral though.
I think my grandma feels the same way. This morning I saw her eating her breakfast in a corner of our small, secluded bedroom beside the kitchen. I’ll try to take a picture of it if I saw this situation again. And grams kept saying in an awkward nice way that I scolded her for nothing when I really did not. Obviously she’s being overly sensitive due to something…
I was literally dissatisfied and I tried telling her that she is unhappy about something else but she shut me up. We didn’t fight of course. The bottom line is, I have no one to talk to. I can’t talk to my best friend because her perspective is way different from mine. Not that she’s at fault of course. I wish my siblings would care, unfortunately they won’t. My cousins. Are playing switzerland. And they can continue playing. I don’t care.
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