My aunt is nice to me most of the time but there are certain things which a lot of times piss me off because of her. Especially when she stubbornly insists that there are still oxygen in the fish tank whenever the “straw/tube” are no longer intact from the filter despite many fishes that have died due to the same problem and me telling her so many times that the straw is needed.
I don’t think she really care that the fish died. No one really care. Even my dad. “Fishes are fragile anyway,” they would say. But I feel the pain. Hanya Allah sahaja yang mengerti. Bagai hatiku dicarik-carik.
And they never listen to me. Why won’t they listen to me? I struggled every time I wish to save a fish. I really wish to save them. They never took me seriously. They will just ignore me because they didn’t want to fight. I really wish someone who reads this will really know that I do feel the pain and are not overly emotional. I need someone to tell my aunt how wrong her perception regarding the fish was because she won’t listen to me. I hate all my cousins because they always listen to me expression and emotionless. They never felt sorry for the fish. They’re always on the fence and will never come down. It’s pointless talking to them.
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